Do not call me perfect,
a lie is never a compliment.
Call me an erratic
Then tell me that you
love me for it."
"I promise to love you and obey, and hit it more than once a day"
"and I know I speak like my heart was broken last night
even though it happened last January,
when I thought I was numb from the cold
but I was numb from you
and sometimes everything you left behind cuts into
my tongue and I find myself choking up your name
even though it’s been 3 months since you’ve called
and I’m not sure how your voice still plays in my head
when I can’t even remember how it sounds
and there are scars and bruises all over me that I
could’ve sworn had faded but everyone looks at me
like I’m about to collapse
and sometimes I kiss boys who grab me like they
want to break me and I let them because there’s
nothing left to break
and sometimes they taste like you
and I used to smile like I wasn’t empty
but you’re stuck in my head
and in my heart
and underneath my fingernails
and I’m so sorry but you can’t stay here"
"and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love"
"Someday, someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it."
Favorite Movies: Cruel Intentions (1999)"I’m the Marcia fucking Brady of the Upper East Side and sometimes I want to kill myself."